What a day

Usually this tends to be a let me show off the kiddos website. Today has been a down day for me. J is gone to Jackson to visit a friend that broke his neck..and I am home with all the kids. Although that by itself is not a issue....its just the fact that we sat up late last night watching "The Bucket List" It was a good movie I just let it get me down. Thinking of my death one day always brings me back to Brianna and I have to face the fact that she is gone from me. Where in the world that comes from God only knows. Why I let it get me to the point of tears and just utter blahness is something that I can't help. I just want a few moments today and reflect on the fact that I have great kids! Each one of them in one way or another are special to me.
K- my oldest has made my life great...when we lost Brianna she was the reason I got up in the morning.
Brianna-even though you aren't talked about you are never ever forgotten. You will always be my sweet angel
M-What a cutie you are. So fiesty and full of life. You and I struggle so much but you are such a great girl.
S-My 1st man. You are my helper my best friend. You are my laughter and my strength
C-My happy baby. Your smile lights up the darkest of rooms/moods. You are such a joy to have and hold. Life is so much better now that we have you in it.
So glad that I have had the opportunity to parent each of you. So glad that God chose to give such special kids to us.